I HATE MY LIFE...

The title says it all. Yup. I really hate my life a lot and even thinking of ending it. Why can't my dad be Bill Gates or Donald Trump, or someone rich and famous? Why do I even be brought up to this world? That's the ultimate question. I think almost everyone of us had thought of this question before. It's like we were born to this world, study hard for nothing except for knowledge which we eventually will forget when we get old, getting a job and keep working hard for nothing (and congrats to those who are successful or born to the family with a golden or platinum or even silver spoon in their mouth or finally got to realize their dream(s)), then we'll get old and be abandoned because we will be losers who have no contribution to the family or society an only give troubles to them, suffered so much with diseases before we finally die. Can someone enlighten me and tell me why am I here? What's the true purpose for me to live? What are the missions for us to accomplished before we die?

I was made in Malaysia (unfortunately), where whacked rules are always being implemented, and one of the whackiest lately is they are banning yoga from muslims because it's spreading Hinduism with those stances where they actually try to get closer to God and has no spiritual value. Yeah right, tell me about it. Well, I am not a muslim but I still think it's absurd and ridiculous for thinking up of such a rule. Don't the guy who implement this have something better to do? Like trying to think which place in Malaysia is in dire need of help or develop, or helping the poor and decrease the number of poverty, or trying to improve traffic instead of making every road complicated, and so many more. You see. So many things to do and all they are doing is banning yoga? Well, maybe the guy who thought of this is jealous because he can't do it while his family members are too obsessed with yoga and abandoned him, and so he thought of an excuse for banning yoga. Or maybe he really has too much time and just trying to think of something to prove he is doing something.

Blog is somewhere we speak our mind and opinion, and they are also trying to stop us from doing so. So much for the Bloggers ethics. If we are saying what we think is a crime, then they are also committing a crime themselves for stealing. Stealing people's pleasure from doing yoga and also blogging. I agree with Alex that we have our freedom of speech in the internet. They cant just take them away by saying it's unethical. Everyone's perception on ethics are different. I think my post here is totally normal and not offensive. What do you think?

Well, I am out of here for now and 'enjoy' my miserable life. Adios.

A fulfilling Saturday...

It was really an unlucky morning for me. After waking up at 4am, I watched a bit of TV, then prepared myself to go jogging by around 6.30am. After I got myself prepared, warmed up, and open the door... SHIT... GOD DAMN IT... F***... It was raining outside. I thought it might be over soon, but the rain stopped around 9am and I totally lost my mood. Thus, I went back to the sofa and sticked myself to the TV... again. I am going to try again tomorrow. Hope it's not going to rain.

After a few weeks of boredom, I finally got to go out today with my sister and we went shopping in Jusco. Woohoo... That diminished my bad mood from the jogging case this morning. We walked for so long looking around, and see if we have anything to buy before buying the things we really wanna buy. I finally got to buy my Peach Sake Toner (to refine pores and controls oil) , Parsley and Mandarin Essence (oil control moisturiser and balance up your skin) and also Parsley and Mandarin Essence Spot Gel (to diminish acne or pimple scars), but when we were about to pay, the sales girl said the total amount is RM 130 plus, and if we buy up to RM 150, we can get an umbrella for free. So, I bought another 9 Grains and Essence Mask and we got the umbrella. Haha. And they gave me a free sample like they usually do but they gave more last time. I wasn't a fan of Skinfood before, but after some influence from Kid and my sister, I gave it a try and it was quite good, and so, I continue using their products. Sorry, I'm not trying to advertise anything here. Haha. I kinda like their new paper bag. It's really nice. Below are some photos.

[The Skinfood Paper Bag]

[The products I bought... =)]

After shopping, my sis brought me to a western restaurant called Coffee Mug, located in Oakland, Seremban 2. They actually collected cups and mugs and display them on their walls. I kinda like the environment because it feels peaceful and calm inside. Not like some restaurants where you can hear yelling, childrens running around screaming and waiter or waitress with bad attitudes. My sister ordered sandwich and a glass of iced lemon juice, while for me, I ordered Salmon Flaked Pasta and a glass of Iced Caramel cappucino. The sandwich had so many ingredients in it: tuna, egg, vegetable, cucumber, tomato, ham and cheese. It was sooo satisfying feeling all of those inside your mouth while you chew them. And for the spaghetti, it was very delicious and full of bits of my favourite fish, salmon with that creamy sauce. That was such a tasty combination. The price there is very reasonable and affordable. The total bill was only RM 41.50. For such low price and you can get a fulfilling and satisfying lunch. It's totally worth it.

[My Iced Caramel Cappucino]
[The CM Club Sandwich]
[Salmon Flaked Pasta]

At night, after some rest, my mum, sis and me went to my uncle's place for steamboat. I ate quite a lot. But the only thing I hate is I had to open up the crabs for those tiny wheeny bits of flesh. I like carbs but not if I have to open them myself. It hurts, OK? But, overall, I did enjoy the steamboat. Then, we sat down, chit chatted and off we go, and got home. Took my bath, and here I am, writing this very post and this is actually the end of it. Haha. So, see you guys soon. Toodles (with a wink).

Gimme More... FUN...

I never thought I would watch HSM 3 for the 2nd time, but I did. Haha. Went to the new cinema (MBO) in the new shopping centre and bus station, Terminal 2 in Seremban with my sister and Kah Wai. No shops were opened yet, so, people just go there for movies. My sister and I snapped a few shots while waiting for Kah Wai. Here they are.

[My sis with the popcorns and drink]

[Trying to look like an ambassador... haha...]

The cinema was really freaking cold but the seats were very comfy. Luckily not much people were in there and we could enjoy our show peacefully, but there were still someone didn't put his handphone on silent mode. That's something I really hate. It's freaking annoying and distracting.

The next day (Sunday, 2.11.2008), went to Pavilion with Kid and Kah Wai. We walked for so many hours there and Kid finally bought a trenchcoat from Topman. But before that, he was hesitating whether to buy it or not for quite long after seeing, trying and he fell for it. Haha. So, we went to have our lunch in Zen with the Dessert Set since we were all very hungry and Kid had not make the decision. The service there was extremely good. They were all with smiles and with very good manners while serving us. It was very plaesant eating there with this 5 star service. We took some photos there too. Haha. We didn't take any photos of Kah Wai because he started eating once the food arrived. He ordered Almond Brownies. It was supposed to have ice cream as topping but they were out of ice cream and Kah Wai was fine with it. Kid ordered a Chocolate Gateux and mine was Green Tea Cheese Cake.

[My favourite Green Tea Cheese Cake and Cafe Latte...]

[I'm SOOO going to eat you now... wahaha...]

[Kid with his Gateux...]

Monday (3.11.2008), went to Greenbox in Sg. Wang with Jeffrey and Pauline. It was so fun seeing them screaming. Haha. Too bad my mic had some problem. It screeched when I turned it on. So, I asked someone to fix it and she said that the mic volume cannot be higher than the music, if not, that's what happen. She said it in a very rude and fierce way. Kinda spoiled my mood a little but thanks to the amusing act by Jeff and Pauline. I soon got over that biatch. I don't sound good that day because I did not have enough sleep and I didn't do any proper vocal warm up. So, sorry if my singing hurt your ears. Hehe.

After singing, we went to Pavilion and walked around and was thinking where to have our lunch. And we were so tired for walking so long and not knowing where to go. So we sat down at the food court, they got their drinks and I got my food. After that, Jeff left early and Pauline and me went back to Sg. Wang and walked around again and she got herself a new pair of shoes and I got a bag. Hehe. Then we took monorail back to KL Sentral and from there, we took KTM back to our own place.

Went back to Connaught on Wednesday with Kid just for pasar malam. Hehe. But, later Juno came overnight at my place. The next day, we went to watch Mamma Mia in Mid Valley after our lunch in Kim Gary. As usual, it was packed and crowded but we were lucky enough to get a table. The movie was quite good but somehow, it feels like lacking of something and I don't know what it is. Well, maybe those songs werent meant for me. Haha.

That's all I got to say. Hope something interesting will happen to me instead of living a boring life. Might get a job, but don't know what kind of job. So, any suggestion? It's better if it has something to do with performing. Haha. Well, see you guys around. Ciaozzz.

Holidays with Great Friends...

I could hear my hand phone buzzing with the alarm tone 'Me Against The Music [Rishi Rich's Desi Kulcha Mix]' straight at 10am on Thursday (30th of October 2008) morning. Just like any other days, I hit the snooze button and slept for another 15 more minutes before getting myself prepared. Was so excited to go out with Pauline and Jeffrey to Mid Valley and we said to be there by 2pm the night before. I had to go for a haircut before going to Mid Valley because my hair was kinda fluffy and totally hideous. It's the same style, with just a little bit of trimming so that I look neat, tidy, and clean. After having my hair trimmed, I went to the train station and waited for the train, and as usual, the train was late. Therefore, I was late and I reached Mid Valley around 2.15pm, as Seremban to Mid Valley takes about 1 hour and 15 or 20 minutes. Oh... and also RM 5.90. Hehe.

Once I was there, I called Jeffrey to ask for their whereabouts, and when I got to find them, we were sooo freaking hungry and we immediately think of going to lunch. And here the problem arised. We had no idea where to have our lunch, thus we looked in the directory board and see if there are anything that we all agree on. When we finally made the decision, Kim Gary that is, but when we got there, the place was so packed and crowded with people. So, we changed our mind and had to think on where to go again and I suggested ZEN. All three of us ordered the same set lunch, Spaghetti Bolognaise with a glass of Ice Lemon Tea and it was very satisfying and fulfilling. Pauline and Jeffrey's conversations are always very amusing and they certainly made me laugh a lot.

After lunch (and gossiping), we moved on to our next plan, MOVIE. Yeah... I finally got to watch High School Musical 3 (HSM 3), and poor Jeffrey because he was watching it for the third time, but he looked more excited than both Pauline and me. Haha. He even sang along to all the songs in the movie. I would do the same if I know the lyrics. Haha. It was much better than the last episode for the story line. This time, they have better choreography and lots of songs that are danceable. My urge to dance emerged right after watching the movie. Haha. But the first thing we looked for after coming out from there is toilet because we drank a whole cup of soft drink. After emptying our bladder, we walked around, then we went to The Gardens and walked around as well.

We finally felt hungry after all the walking, and again, we had problem for not knowing anywhere to eat. We looked for the directory board again, and we made our decision to go to Little Penang Cafe. Pauline and Jeffrey ordered Nasi Lemak with Curry Hantu, and we have no idea why they named it Hantu (Ghost). And for me, I ordered Lam Mee. It was very delicious and well worth it. I didn't expect it was that special and nice at first because most restaurant don't give a damn on their foods' taste and quality and all they want is just MONEY or their food are WWWAAAYYY too ordinary. But this one is really an eye opener. I'm sooo not exaggerating.

Dinner's over and it was time for us to say goodbye, although we were taking the same train (it was late... AGAIN), but we get down at different station and I was the last to get down since Seremban is the last stop. It took me 1 hour and 20 minutes (and RM 5.90). It was already 11.40 pm when I reached home. When I wanted to take my shower, I saw myself in the mirror and the urge to camwhore arised. I played around with my hair and experimented with it to see if I could set a different style. Haha. Below are some pieces of me with a different style that I managed to come up with. It could looked the same for some of you. Hehe.

[I like this the most... hehe...]

[My eyes looked weird in this pic...]

[From the top...]

[My second favourite pic...]

Friday (31st October 2008), I woke up super late again, brushed my teeth and washed my face. And the first thing I do wasn't looking for food but to turn on the TV. It was time for one of my favourite cartoons, TOM & JERRY. Haha. No one is too old for cartoons, OK? And they are much better than the newly created or current cartoons which have no sense at all, not funny, bad influence for kids, badly drawn, not cute at all, and very stupid storylines. Spent a few hours sitting, err... lying in front of the TV, online, chit chatted a while, take my dinner and started to watch a new Hong Kong drama, The Gem of Life.

Around 11.30pm, Kah Wai called me and said wanna go for a drink, and he said that I don't have to dress up nicely (because that will take a lot of time for me to prepare), and so, I just wore a t-shirt, short pants, and sandals. When he reached my place, I saw Adonis and Paige (a friend of them whom I met for the first time) in the back seat. When I got into the car, they said wanna go to Trilogy (a clubbing place) to just wish Paige's friend a happy birthday, and we could go. But her friends insisted us to go in (because I was waiting outside) and I immediately asked Kah Wai to send me home to change at least to a pair of jeans or shoes. Luckily the place was not far from my house and we could get back there in just a few minutes. And I didn't style my hair for the first time to go clubbing. We thought of going early but we kinda had fun and stayed there longer than we thought. Haha. They were celebrating Halloween and having a contest on who look more frightening in their costumes organized by Carlsberg. We were just dancing our hearts out in there and didn't really care bout anything else. We did camwhore a bit. Hehe. And I drank only a few sips of Carlsberg because I am not a very good drinker. The most I can go is just a half bottle and not more than that. I've said enough and here come the photos.

[Inside of Trilogy. I like those red dim lights. Hehe]

[The Ghost Bartender... Spooky. Wanted to take pic with him but no chance]
[Kah Wai trying to look like Hip Hoppers... haha...]

[Hmm... Should I drink this?]

[Is he trying to be drunk or sexy?]

[You want the one in Black or White or the Green?]

[Kah Wai, Adonis, Paige and me...]

[OMFG!!! A Ghost is beside me!!! HELP!!!]

Wow... I've write quite a long post this time. Haha. My parents are going to Penang for a relative's wedding and guess what they bought for the relatives. The answer is...

[Taaa Daa... SEREMBAN SIEW PAO]

[And 150 pieces of them... ard 50 boxes if one box contains 10 pieces (@.@)]

[OMG..!!! Look how tasty and delicious they look... ]

[Not only Siew pao, but Kaya Puffs as well]

Oh dear... How good if all those are for me. But I don't like Kaya, so, they can take those Kaya Puffs. Haha. What if all of those Siew Pao are for me? I will most likely...

1.) have phobia towards Siew Pao in the future and throw up the instance I smell or see them

2.) get diabetes and admitted to the hospital and have my arms or legs dislodged

3.) becoming FAT Seanny and everyone will be so shocked to see me when the new semester starts

4.) get heart attack due to the blockage of my heart arteries by fat

5.) have breathing difficulties and sleep apnea... and so on...

Hmm... Guess I should just take them once in a blue moon and in moderate amount. I still wanna live and don't want to die so early. Not before I realize my dreams. Hehe. Alright, it's already 7am now and I am going off to bed. Wow... I actually used 3 hours writing this post. Really got to go now. Toodles (quote from Ashley Tisdale's character, Sharpay in HSM 3).